A couple minutes past and a man slowly walked in, closed the door behind himself and came over to the bed where I was sitting.
He texted me when he was there, I opened the door just a crack and left it. I rented a hotel room on the agreed upon night, we both wanted anonymity so we agreed on lights out, only the bathroom light on. I started chatting with several guys on a gay hook up site, one finally got to meeting.
I finally got the nerve to try it for real. I watch gay blowjob porn, suck a real feel dildo and imagine I'm sucking that cock. Divorced for two years, still date women but fantasize about sucking cock.